We Need God

Chinese New Year wasnt that fun,I only want Ang Baos =D
I ate Steam Boat with my family and went to my auntie hse,its rather boring!
Had Lion Dance at my hse today =)Ate a lot of food and drinks while waiting for the lion dance.

This 2 days during Chinese New Year,I found no purpose in what I am doing.What I only do is juz eat,sleep,watch TV and talk.Its all meaningless although its relaxing!
I enjoyed myself too much that I forgotten abt God!

Today!In my Dad's car,I had a sudden stomach pain,It was so painful till I really cant take it anymore!

Then God reminded me that I needed him,so I started praying.
After the prayer,God help me last through the pain till I reach home,then I went to the toliet =D

Tmr is the start of sch,need to Follow Up on New believers and study for my POA test =)Gonna bring glory to the Lord my God in my studies and taking care of God's flock! Amen.

A Reminder From God Again!!!

I warned me yesterday during my QT!"You are working for the Lord,not for men"
God bless me so much that I forgotten about him,boasting to people that God bless me!
Until I found out that 2 contacts and my sheep cannot come,I felt discourage =(
I found out that I needed him in everything that I do!When God tests me,thats when I learn to be humble before him and not being proud,boasting around and forgetting about our Lord Jesus Christ.

But I thank God for having mercy on me,giving me a second chance =D God still bless me with 2 Monfort contacts coming for Care Grp,2 Contacts coming for service.

I remember last year when I didnt Shepherd my sheep well,not loving them,being proud in everything I do even God gave me so many chances.God took everything away from me,What I only can do is juz doing all the small things for God.I remember God's punishment to me,I learnt the hard way to be humble,rely on him in everything that I do!

Now God is giving me a chance to change,to rely on him,giving thanks in everything that I do and all the glory to him our Lord Jesus Christ.

For God opposes the proud,and lifted up the humble!

Blessings and Great teaching from God

Haiz...Every long nvr blog liao!Lazy ar!!!
Sick today! Having a small flu =(
Sch was great!I can catch up with my lessons =D
Yesterday had shepherding by Daryl and learnt lot =)

I learnt to: 1.)Guard Your Own Walk With God
.To be responsible and accountable to God for own spiritual life
.We must be passionate for God to set example for people
.God place people under us to take care of their life because God trust us

2.)Leaders must have Godly character(FAT)Faithful,Available and Teachable
.Faithful:attitude and commitment
:began with small things
:Faithful in shepherding,follow up and SOW
.Available:Priority
:Making a stand for myself
.Teachable:Be humble to learn and grow
:Any who want to folo Christ must be teachable
.Inward Heart means to reflect on my wrongs and not to be Proud or Ego
.Outward heart means asking people areas that I should improve and Grow in

3.)Pour a bucket of blood to inspired a drop of blood
.Means set an example to my sheeps
.If we ask our sheep to do something.we must double our effort
Sweat over small stuff like Comfirmation
We must be people that talks and Do

It was a great teaching which I can apply alot into my life =)
I really wanna Thank God for the Blessings that he had given Marcus Wong and me =D
Our comfirmation is great! People like(St.Andrew's:Nigel,Hao Ming and James Wee)(Monfort:Joon Kit and Dominic)

God has Bless me with Contacts coming to know Christ,NEB2 growing Bigger,Giving me Wisdom in my studies,Marcus Wong having a Desire to be a Shepherd =D and Nigel(new-believer) wanna join us!

What can I say? Thank You God! Its not me myself and I!!! But God you are the one!
All the blessings are from you! Its you God! Not myself! For I will humble myself and say that it was you who bless Marcus Wong and me.Thank You God for the Blessings,All Glory to you God =D Amen.

First(1st) Day

I'm felling so sian =( Didnt out-reached at all today.My contact(Braxton)not free,Marcus Wong didnt reply my sms and was not at home and James Wee last minute tell me dont wanna come.Its like the first week of 2009 and testing juz came =( I was having a period of separation(testings) last year for around 3 months!I dont know serious!Every time comfirmation also no one,what a CoreTeam am I man!!!

I feel so hurt in my heart when ppl dont turn up for service =( What can I do to inspire younger believers to bring contacts to come and know Christ if I set an example??

"O Lord"I feel like falling =( I felt so hurt!My head is in a mess!Still trying to put the past behind!Cant Do much if this is a period of testing for me!God!I really dont know? I need you! PICK ME UP WHEN I LOST MY STEPS AND FALL DOWN AGAIN!!!God! take this pain away from me!Ppl are bonding relationship with their sheeps and growing in God!I really want to bring ppl and come and know God and grow my sheeps!

A New Start

2008 has just past.Haiz...Time juz fly so fast :( Whoo!!Ytd we has amazing race organised by NEB but join with NEA.I'm one of the team leader,Dylan,Andy,Dominic and Kenny was in my grp.I had a great time having BBQ at Sunny's hse and oso there’s announcement on restructuring by Gideon.After these restructure news was annouced,I cant juz help it but cried. I realized how impportant was this coreteam to me.I dont rarely cry until so badly.I rmb the times we chiong tgt at St.Andrew's and Monfort with this coreteam.Ytd nite of affirmation within this coreteam encouraged me alot! Nvr realised that i’ve inspired this coreteam so much and realised how impt is each member in this coreteam.

But I snap out of it,God has plans for me :)God place some1 under my care because he believes in me.God wants to use me greatly because he saw something in me!I am going to be loyal to Daryl and disciple ppl with Daryl like Richard,Jun Hao,Nigel,Marcus Wong.I believe so strongly that they will powerful instruments of God that he can use!I am going to continue to preach the love of God to ppl with Passion and Zeal.

Everything might change,but God still remains the same forever =D I can imagine when ppl say NEB2,they will see a grp that are powerful servants of God!