First(1st) Day

I'm felling so sian =( Didnt out-reached at all today.My contact(Braxton)not free,Marcus Wong didnt reply my sms and was not at home and James Wee last minute tell me dont wanna come.Its like the first week of 2009 and testing juz came =( I was having a period of separation(testings) last year for around 3 months!I dont know serious!Every time comfirmation also no one,what a CoreTeam am I man!!!

I feel so hurt in my heart when ppl dont turn up for service =( What can I do to inspire younger believers to bring contacts to come and know Christ if I set an example??

"O Lord"I feel like falling =( I felt so hurt!My head is in a mess!Still trying to put the past behind!Cant Do much if this is a period of testing for me!God!I really dont know? I need you! PICK ME UP WHEN I LOST MY STEPS AND FALL DOWN AGAIN!!!God! take this pain away from me!Ppl are bonding relationship with their sheeps and growing in God!I really want to bring ppl and come and know God and grow my sheeps!

A New Start

2008 has just past.Haiz...Time juz fly so fast :( Whoo!!Ytd we has amazing race organised by NEB but join with NEA.I'm one of the team leader,Dylan,Andy,Dominic and Kenny was in my grp.I had a great time having BBQ at Sunny's hse and oso there’s announcement on restructuring by Gideon.After these restructure news was annouced,I cant juz help it but cried. I realized how impportant was this coreteam to me.I dont rarely cry until so badly.I rmb the times we chiong tgt at St.Andrew's and Monfort with this coreteam.Ytd nite of affirmation within this coreteam encouraged me alot! Nvr realised that i’ve inspired this coreteam so much and realised how impt is each member in this coreteam.

But I snap out of it,God has plans for me :)God place some1 under my care because he believes in me.God wants to use me greatly because he saw something in me!I am going to be loyal to Daryl and disciple ppl with Daryl like Richard,Jun Hao,Nigel,Marcus Wong.I believe so strongly that they will powerful instruments of God that he can use!I am going to continue to preach the love of God to ppl with Passion and Zeal.

Everything might change,but God still remains the same forever =D I can imagine when ppl say NEB2,they will see a grp that are powerful servants of God!

Passion To Out-Reach

YES!!! My internet can use liao!Wh00!Tmr going for Word For Life(CLC1).But before that,going to Monfort to out-reach.Yesterday I had fun during house-keeping retreat.But time to go down to serious work.

Didnt really gave my all during times in sch and Monfort.My sheeps all MIA.Haiz...
But all this didnt stop my passion from burning,I still love to out-reach.God use me(Aaron James) again,I want to give my all to you! Bless tmr out-reach that there will be ppl in Monfort.I dont care if it is lower Sec or upper Sec,every soul is important.

When u fall , do u just stand there and complain and start crying??
No!I never stop fighting till my very last breath,Defying that left with 1 more month.Peoplr may not see,but God knows if I have given my all in out-reach.Everything will start tmr,cant wait to out-reach tmr!

I WILL OUT-REACH BOTH MONFORT AND ST.ANDREW'S.BREAK A CARE GRP SIZE IN MONFORT AND HIT 25 IN ST.ANDREW'S.TO LIVE IS CHRIST,TO DIE IS GAIN!!!

A prayer to God and Some changes that I need to change!

haiz...internet cannot use,so cannot blog!For the past 3 days,I been thinking of James Wee.I been thinking of the past great times we had together after service,Care group and PrayerMeet.I remember the times when he was really eager to read the Bible and also bring ppl to come and know God.This past 3 days and nitez,I can't really sleep.I been thinking of James and I really want to see my BEST Friend serving God together with me again.I really want to see James coming for Camp and have a good time together.I do remember the times that James help me in my studies and had a great time chatting during recess with Kevin and Hock Hong.

This past 3 days I have been praying that JAmes will come back to Y-Hope and serve and have Fun together again.Although he never turn up twice for service,but I am not going to give up on my BEST Friend.

This is my prayer to you God:"O Lord,Let your ears be attentive and eyes open to hear the prayer I am praying to you day and night.I pray that God,you will bring James and Clement back to Y-Hope although they never turn up for so long.God the Devil had been pulling them away from you,and now god help me that you will bring James and Clement back.That they will be renew by you and draw closer to you again.I pray all this in Jesus name:AMEN!

I also pray that I will not be Power-Hungry and attention-seeking and humble myself before you O Lord.I want to take away my pride and not be double minded.God this is my prayer to you God.Help me change to become the person that You want me to be.
I pray all this in Jesus name:AMEN!

I am now in Shi peng's hse blogging.Leaving his hse now and going for Care Grp.Cya!:)

Aaron James's story

Very long never blog liao! Haiz guyz...Comp spoil can't blame.I am going to out-reach till my very last breath.Defying left 2 more weeks to out-reach.Today although I don hv exams,but I can't see my sch not completed.Thank God,I put my faith in to actions after a great teaching from Daryl yesterday at Care grp.My passion is going to burn for God and I will love people because I love God.Although Andy is transfer,but I'm not sad or discourage,because It makes me more passionate and more eager to bring people to come and know this saviour.

I also wan to thank God that Clement came for CG yesterday whoo!!!I believe that when I give my best to bring ppl,God will do the rest not(NATO)believe me.Now in Chee Hwee hse playing Ps2 haha...Steady tmr going to sch to out-reach again although no exams coz I really wan to please God and not men.I really wan to see blessing in my spiritual life and out-reach although I admit that i Did't work hard for my exams to bring glory yo God,but I'm going to bring glory to God by bring people to church.

My birthday wish:Is that St Andrew's will be complete for God!Amen.

God Use Me!

Feel so much better after drama and i felt that i have been used by God greatly to impact the the contacts to come and know christ. Wow james is really a great support to me. he really helped me convince kia wei to come service. now in school we are getting along very well. although theres no contacts coming to service this week, maybe because we didnt put enuf effort to sow on them.. :( this time we're gonna put in our 100% effort to sow on them. even if contacts dun come this week, ill still continue to trust in God!

Whoo! Gabriel is such a great support to me.Really thank God for him and NEB.
I'm not going to gv up now and I haven't lose my faith yet.Its juz the beganning haha...bye bye

James(Aaron) Story

Aiya sian!very long never blog liao!Got some problem with my conputer haiz.Haha my batise name is JAMES whoo!!!I shared life testimony on stage and I was like so scared,but my shepherd and my grp gave me their full support.

God really blessed me with two converts last week.They are my best friends that encourage and supports me.I saw James Wee got renew my God and God really change him for a better now.

Kia Wei oso converted whoo!I really hope that I can run the race together with them.
I found a contact his name is vincent while Gabriel and me were going to cut our hair.His a tennis C division captain and he is very open to me whoo!

I am acting this saturday I am very excited to see life change and soul save by this drama.Gtg,Bye bye.