Aaron's life with God

My Story

2009-06-30T05:54:00.000-07:00

Its been very long ever since I blogged!I realized that time flew very fast,I left 2mths before N levels.I'm so called graduating this year,my results will decide where I go next year.I dream and desire to disciple more people like Jesus!I really wanna see people's life change,I'm also going to connect those unconnected believers back to Jesus!Its going be challenging,but I gonna see the big picture,desire and be motivated!
It might be words,but actions muz really be shown!
What makes me carry on even I'm tired , discourage or stress is this,I always remember the love Jesus shown me!

We Need God

2009-01-27T05:03:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year wasnt that fun,I only want Ang Baos =D
I ate Steam Boat with my family and went to my auntie hse,its rather boring!
Had Lion Dance at my hse today =)Ate a lot of food and drinks while waiting for the lion dance.

This 2 days during Chinese New Year,I found no purpose in what I am doing.What I only do is juz eat,sleep,watch TV and talk.Its all meaningless although its relaxing!
I enjoyed myself too much that I forgotten abt God!

Today!In my Dad's car,I had a sudden stomach pain,It was so painful till I really cant take it anymore!

Then God reminded me that I needed him,so I started praying.
After the prayer,God help me last through the pain till I reach home,then I went to the toliet =D

Tmr is the start of sch,need to Follow Up on New believers and study for my POA test =)Gonna bring glory to the Lord my God in my studies and taking care of God's flock! Amen.

A Reminder From God Again!!!

2009-01-22T06:00:00.000-08:00

I warned me yesterday during my QT!"You are working for the Lord,not for men"
God bless me so much that I forgotten about him,boasting to people that God bless me!
Until I found out that 2 contacts and my sheep cannot come,I felt discourage =(
I found out that I needed him in everything that I do!When God tests me,thats when I learn to be humble before him and not being proud,boasting around and forgetting about our Lord Jesus Christ.

But I thank God for having mercy on me,giving me a second chance =D God still bless me with 2 Monfort contacts coming for Care Grp,2 Contacts coming for service.

I remember last year when I didnt Shepherd my sheep well,not loving them,being proud in everything I do even God gave me so many chances.God took everything away from me,What I only can do is juz doing all the small things for God.I remember God's punishment to me,I learnt the hard way to be humble,rely on him in everything that I do!

Now God is giving me a chance to change,to rely on him,giving thanks in everything that I do and all the glory to him our Lord Jesus Christ.

For God opposes the proud,and lifted up the humble!

Blessings and Great teaching from God

2009-01-20T18:31:00.000-08:00

Haiz...Every long nvr blog liao!Lazy ar!!!
Sick today! Having a small flu =(
Sch was great!I can catch up with my lessons =D
Yesterday had shepherding by Daryl and learnt lot =)

I learnt to: 1.)Guard Your Own Walk With God
.To be responsible and accountable to God for own spiritual life
.We must be passionate for God to set example for people
.God place people under us to take care of their life because God trust us

2.)Leaders must have Godly character(FAT)Faithful,Available and Teachable
.Faithful:attitude and commitment
:began with small things
:Faithful in shepherding,follow up and SOW
.Available:Priority
:Making a stand for myself
.Teachable:Be humble to learn and grow
:Any who want to folo Christ must be teachable
.Inward Heart means to reflect on my wrongs and not to be Proud or Ego
.Outward heart means asking people areas that I should improve and Grow in

3.)Pour a bucket of blood to inspired a drop of blood
.Means set an example to my sheeps
.If we ask our sheep to do something.we must double our effort
Sweat over small stuff like Comfirmation
We must be people that talks and Do

It was a great teaching which I can apply alot into my life =)
I really wanna Thank God for the Blessings that he had given Marcus Wong and me =D
Our comfirmation is great! People like(St.Andrew's:Nigel,Hao Ming and James Wee)(Monfort:Joon Kit and Dominic)

God has Bless me with Contacts coming to know Christ,NEB2 growing Bigger,Giving me Wisdom in my studies,Marcus Wong having a Desire to be a Shepherd =D and Nigel(new-believer) wanna join us!

What can I say? Thank You God! Its not me myself and I!!! But God you are the one!
All the blessings are from you! Its you God! Not myself! For I will humble myself and say that it was you who bless Marcus Wong and me.Thank You God for the Blessings,All Glory to you God =D Amen.

First(1st) Day

2009-01-02T05:36:00.000-08:00

I'm felling so sian =( Didnt out-reached at all today.My contact(Braxton)not free,Marcus Wong didnt reply my sms and was not at home and James Wee last minute tell me dont wanna come.Its like the first week of 2009 and testing juz came =( I was having a period of separation(testings) last year for around 3 months!I dont know serious!Every time comfirmation also no one,what a CoreTeam am I man!!!

I feel so hurt in my heart when ppl dont turn up for service =( What can I do to inspire younger believers to bring contacts to come and know Christ if I set an example??

"O Lord"I feel like falling =( I felt so hurt!My head is in a mess!Still trying to put the past behind!Cant Do much if this is a period of testing for me!God!I really dont know? I need you! PICK ME UP WHEN I LOST MY STEPS AND FALL DOWN AGAIN!!!God! take this pain away from me!Ppl are bonding relationship with their sheeps and growing in God!I really want to bring ppl and come and know God and grow my sheeps!

A New Start

2009-01-01T06:41:00.000-08:00

2008 has just past.Haiz...Time juz fly so fast :( Whoo!!Ytd we has amazing race organised by NEB but join with NEA.I'm one of the team leader,Dylan,Andy,Dominic and Kenny was in my grp.I had a great time having BBQ at Sunny's hse and oso there’s announcement on restructuring by Gideon.After these restructure news was annouced,I cant juz help it but cried. I realized how impportant was this coreteam to me.I dont rarely cry until so badly.I rmb the times we chiong tgt at St.Andrew's and Monfort with this coreteam.Ytd nite of affirmation within this coreteam encouraged me alot! Nvr realised that i’ve inspired this coreteam so much and realised how impt is each member in this coreteam.

But I snap out of it,God has plans for me :)God place some1 under my care because he believes in me.God wants to use me greatly because he saw something in me!I am going to be loyal to Daryl and disciple ppl with Daryl like Richard,Jun Hao,Nigel,Marcus Wong.I believe so strongly that they will powerful instruments of God that he can use!I am going to continue to preach the love of God to ppl with Passion and Zeal.

Everything might change,but God still remains the same forever =D I can imagine when ppl say NEB2,they will see a grp that are powerful servants of God!

Passion To Out-Reach

2008-11-25T05:44:00.000-08:00

YES!!! My internet can use liao!Wh00!Tmr going for Word For Life(CLC1).But before that,going to Monfort to out-reach.Yesterday I had fun during house-keeping retreat.But time to go down to serious work.

Didnt really gave my all during times in sch and Monfort.My sheeps all MIA.Haiz...
But all this didnt stop my passion from burning,I still love to out-reach.God use me(Aaron James) again,I want to give my all to you! Bless tmr out-reach that there will be ppl in Monfort.I dont care if it is lower Sec or upper Sec,every soul is important.

When u fall , do u just stand there and complain and start crying??
No!I never stop fighting till my very last breath,Defying that left with 1 more month.Peoplr may not see,but God knows if I have given my all in out-reach.Everything will start tmr,cant wait to out-reach tmr!

I WILL OUT-REACH BOTH MONFORT AND ST.ANDREW'S.BREAK A CARE GRP SIZE IN MONFORT AND HIT 25 IN ST.ANDREW'S.TO LIVE IS CHRIST,TO DIE IS GAIN!!!

A prayer to God and Some changes that I need to change!

2008-11-04T20:37:00.000-08:00

haiz...internet cannot use,so cannot blog!For the past 3 days,I been thinking of James Wee.I been thinking of the past great times we had together after service,Care group and PrayerMeet.I remember the times when he was really eager to read the Bible and also bring ppl to come and know God.This past 3 days and nitez,I can't really sleep.I been thinking of James and I really want to see my BEST Friend serving God together with me again.I really want to see James coming for Camp and have a good time together.I do remember the times that James help me in my studies and had a great time chatting during recess with Kevin and Hock Hong.

This past 3 days I have been praying that JAmes will come back to Y-Hope and serve and have Fun together again.Although he never turn up twice for service,but I am not going to give up on my BEST Friend.

This is my prayer to you God:"O Lord,Let your ears be attentive and eyes open to hear the prayer I am praying to you day and night.I pray that God,you will bring James and Clement back to Y-Hope although they never turn up for so long.God the Devil had been pulling them away from you,and now god help me that you will bring James and Clement back.That they will be renew by you and draw closer to you again.I pray all this in Jesus name:AMEN!

I also pray that I will not be Power-Hungry and attention-seeking and humble myself before you O Lord.I want to take away my pride and not be double minded.God this is my prayer to you God.Help me change to become the person that You want me to be.
I pray all this in Jesus name:AMEN!

I am now in Shi peng's hse blogging.Leaving his hse now and going for Care Grp.Cya!:)

Aaron James's story

2008-10-08T23:51:00.000-07:00

Very long never blog liao! Haiz guyz...Comp spoil can't blame.I am going to out-reach till my very last breath.Defying left 2 more weeks to out-reach.Today although I don hv exams,but I can't see my sch not completed.Thank God,I put my faith in to actions after a great teaching from Daryl yesterday at Care grp.My passion is going to burn for God and I will love people because I love God.Although Andy is transfer,but I'm not sad or discourage,because It makes me more passionate and more eager to bring people to come and know this saviour.

I also wan to thank God that Clement came for CG yesterday whoo!!!I believe that when I give my best to bring ppl,God will do the rest not(NATO)believe me.Now in Chee Hwee hse playing Ps2 haha...Steady tmr going to sch to out-reach again although no exams coz I really wan to please God and not men.I really wan to see blessing in my spiritual life and out-reach although I admit that i Did't work hard for my exams to bring glory yo God,but I'm going to bring glory to God by bring people to church.

My birthday wish:Is that St Andrew's will be complete for God!Amen.

God Use Me!

2008-07-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

Feel so much better after drama and i felt that i have been used by God greatly to impact the the contacts to come and know christ. Wow james is really a great support to me. he really helped me convince kia wei to come service. now in school we are getting along very well. although theres no contacts coming to service this week, maybe because we didnt put enuf effort to sow on them.. :( this time we're gonna put in our 100% effort to sow on them. even if contacts dun come this week, ill still continue to trust in God!

Whoo! Gabriel is such a great support to me.Really thank God for him and NEB.
I'm not going to gv up now and I haven't lose my faith yet.Its juz the beganning haha...bye bye

James(Aaron) Story

2008-07-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

Aiya sian!very long never blog liao!Got some problem with my conputer haiz.Haha my batise name is JAMES whoo!!!I shared life testimony on stage and I was like so scared,but my shepherd and my grp gave me their full support.

God really blessed me with two converts last week.They are my best friends that encourage and supports me.I saw James Wee got renew my God and God really change him for a better now.

Kia Wei oso converted whoo!I really hope that I can run the race together with them.
I found a contact his name is vincent while Gabriel and me were going to cut our hair.His a tennis C division captain and he is very open to me whoo!

I am acting this saturday I am very excited to see life change and soul save by this drama.Gtg,Bye bye.

Stories of Aaron

2008-06-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

picture of us at Wild Wild Wet
Tired after so much of swimming Haiz!

Wow!Yesterday really had fun at Wild Wild Wet at DownTownEast.Whoo!!ppl from my unit(NEB)like to play the Ular-lah and the slide-up.
The Ular-lah was fun,but gotta wait very long and ppl cutting queue.
The Slide-up was scary, but fun!!The 1st try was scary,but the 2nd and 3rd try like nothing.
Oh ya! forget,we have 5 visitor.whoo!!!

Ok enough of yesterday stuff!!!haha...

Joke,I told the SA ppl to meet 11 at PP mac.Lazy me! woke up at 9am,then fell back to sleep.I end up going to sch without any contacts during out-reach coz there was no wan only CCA.haiz!sian...
Went to rix house for skid rehearsal acting as a Gangster.... with Gabriel and Chee Hwee.Had a great time of worship at Prayer-meet and after PM,went down for skid performance for our 3 schs (St.Gab's,Montfort and St Andrew's)

Got contact coming tmr,By Faith in the name of Jesus,he wont pangseh me tmr.whoo!!!
Yea Portugal lost to Germany 3-2 haha...always knew tht Germany will win:)

Bye bye!!

Now I know what friends are for!!!

2008-06-18T04:59:00.000-07:00

Now I know what friends are for!
We will Win the Sch together(not gayz)
Yesterday woke up at 10 and went out-reach at 11.We hv 9 ppl and each got around 2 contacts.I even got a malay!haha...Lost all of my burden for the sch haiz!Gabriel,Hong Jie and me saw 4 band ppl and went to out-reach on them.
Me:Dont wan la!!!
Gabriel:juz whack!
Me:sian!I don like their face!!!
Gabriel:IS THAT ATTITUDE TO OUT-REACH!!!Whoo,I was like asking myself,was I like this the last time when I out-reach?I said I don wan to NATO(No Action Talk Only)!
Then Gabriel,Hong Jie and me stone at the big steps.Gabriel was talking to Hong Jie,so I do Q.T there(Oh ya!!! I always Like Paul in the BIBLE!,always wan to be like him whoo!!)
After that,no more contacts in sch so we went to mac to find for contacts ya.I saw one coming towards me
I was like telling myself,I wan to be like Paul,nvm juz whack!!!
Steady ar! That contact responsive sia! Thank God.
I got around 3 contacts including a indian!But I think its not the best tht I can do,sch reopen I am going charge like a BULL DEMON(thts wat my shepherd always cals me!)LoL.haha...

But know I understand whats friends are for.Really thank God that he gv me such a gd friend like Gabriel to support and encourage me every time.(Juz like David and Jonathan)
Got to go,hv to eat my dinner BYE BYE!!!

Aaron's stories!

2008-06-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

So refreshed after Oasis camp!!! Full of visions,prophesies,fun and happiness whoo!
Ok a short summary about the camp,4D3N,nice food,fellowship to the MAX!!!
Visions about my school St.Andrew's , Marcus Hosea and Gideon prophesy about Gabriel and me.Both Marcus and Gideon prophesy the same thing sia!!!

Marcus Hosea: I muz hv the desire to seek God and read the Word Of God. 3sheeps by end August and be a CLa.
Gabriel and me muz work together to take ownership of the grp and plan things together.

Gideon:Gabriel and me are like David and Jonathan a sworn friendship yea! Same, we muz work together to win our school.
Both of us,3sheeps by end August and be a CLa.

When Marcus Hosea said 3 sheeps though it is easy,but when you do it,ITS DIFFERENT!!
But I will be like Jacob,holding on to God until he bless me,I am not going to give up until at least 1 contact comes for service.Not going to NATO(No Action,Talk Only)

Spain won Russia 4-1 whoo!!! Holland won Italy 3-0.Lousy Buffon haha...
Again,Holland won France 4-1:)whoo!Why Edwin Van Der Sar never clean-shit? maybe too old haha...
Bye,I go play FIFA 08 liao haha...

NEB and my Leader

2008-06-06T02:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was great,NEB had fun playing soccer together although only 1 contact was there.Always the same Nigel Chia and Kenny always quarrel forever,sheep-mate some more,plus it was MCG le contact was there LOL!!!
WHOO!!!Happy Birthday Gabriel 15 liao,1 year older 1 year more wiser ya!!!
I did't know tht wearing Orange T-shirt play Goal-keeper HOT ON-FORM sia,(maybe NorthEast new jersey I will choose Full Orange like PETR CECH whoo!!!

OK lets stop talking about soccer!!!

We went JUST-ACIA to eat,JOKE the guy told Chee Hwee tht the dumpling no meat,actually inside hv meat waste money sia!!!He show as a gd example as a leader when he say tht he is fasting from meat,did't let temptation fall to him.

Aiya Steady, we help we eat all the Dumpling THKS Chee Hwee haha...
I was telling myself tht GOD place a really gd leader for us,fasting for contacts,for the grp to GROW.

I really pray tht my contact will come service this saturday!!!
Camp coming liao hving Flu damn sian.but so so excited,not juz tht,
my sheep oso excited about the camp,I really hope tht his Life would be change by God during the camp,HAVE FAITH LA!!! haha...
I hope tht ppl like Marcus Wong and Hong Jie can come for camp le!!!GOD MAKE A WAY FOR THEM,both oso becoz of aunt don allow(really ar,wats wrong with their aunt) lol
Nvm PRAY,PRAY,PRAY thts wat my shepherd always tells me haha!!!

Germany Rocks yea!!! Liverpool sucks!!! Whoo my sheep has the heart to learn

2008-06-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

Today I went for the last day course of CLC1.They talk about out-reach,being a discussion leader,accounting to your leaders and a lot more la!!!
I CAN'T BELIEVE MY SHEEP HAS THE HEART TO LEARN NOW!!! Whoo God you really change Clement,Thank GOD.
Yea 2mr is MCG soccer and we are inviting contacts,sian I don hv any contacts coming but my contacts is coming for service.I really hope tht I can retain this contact tht I am bringing.Really AMEN le! if he converts whoo!!! can't wait.

Steady I can't wait for the Manchester United new jersey to come out,I think will be much more better then LIVERPOOL (THE NO HOPE CLUB)
I HOPE FERNANDO TORRES LEFT LIVERPOOL AND GO OTHER CLUB LIKE MANCHESTER UNITED like tht MAN-U next season OWN liao!!!I am waiting for EURO 08 with my supporting country GERMANY sure win EURO 08 la.

First time leading and my sheep!!!

2008-06-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

Time passes very fast ya so fast I in Y-HOPE for already 7 months liao!!! I remember the first time I led the SA grp in out-reaching.For 5 months no wan came early for out-reach and the grp was like falling from 30 ppl to around 15.I was so happy to see the grp listening to me and they came early for out-reach.Its like from a grp that has no unity became working together and g0t around 30 contacts total some ppl felt sad like me because we got REJECT, but did not GAVE UP we continue to whack harder COOL!!!I felt encourage when I saw the core-team supporting me I FELT SO TOUCH!!! when I first time led the grp.I will work hard to be a CLa soon I really wan to lead the grp to sucess for GOD!!! GOD work on me use me to led the grp GOD !!! I really wan to support Chee Hwee no matter what with the core-team.
NO contacts coming service, my sheep cannot go coz got problems with his mum so sian!!!Cannot come juz for his homework JOKE sia!!! Punch his MOTHER!!! seriously what a joke juz 1 week before Oasis camp.WORD For Life le important le also cann0t go.
I PAID FOR HIM IN THE END CANNOT GO JOKE , JOKE ,JOKE!!
CLEMENT ask him to do Q.T and pray but his own decision la but thk GOD he did and can go for service and camp.I think this is a test from God to us about our patience and tolerance through the HARD TIMES G0D SET FOR US!!!